AN INITIATION INTO HER LIBERATION
Most people were never shown how to work with this plant Spirit in right relation.
A feminine spirit exiled through "bro science" and bro culture.
Reduced to smoke clouds, escapism, unconscious consumption, and distraction… while her deeper intelligence remained forgotten.
She is an embodiment of the Dark Feminine.
The womb.
The mystery.
The void.
The wild and unmanifested terrain within ourselves that we were taught to fear.
And in exiling Her, we have mirrored the chaos that arises when she is forgotten.
We wandered deeper into the dark… disconnected from our intuition, our bodies, our grief, our creativity, and our truth.
Initially turning to her for solace, however without the deeper appreciation of Her power, we fell from grace, forgetting our connection, getting lost in the dark.
Santa Maria illuminates what lives beneath the surface.
She reveals the loops.
The fear.
The longing.
The beauty.
The melancholy.
The shadows hidden within the architecture of the psyche so that we may finally learn how to walk through the darkness consciously… transforming into the beacon of Light that illuminates it ALL.
Ancient beyond comprehension, this plant spirit has witnessed the rise and fall of civilizations long before humanity forgot how to listen.
For 21 nights we will journey together.
1–2 hours before sleep, you will enter into intentional communion with Santa Maria through a guided low-dose ritual, music immersion, and the initiation prompt of the day.
The prompts will remain unrevealed until the journey begins.
This is an initiation into trust.
Trusting the process.
Trusting the mystery.
Trusting your own ability to surrender to the unknown.
For some, this plant has been a sacred ally and creative muse.
For others, a difficult mirror.
Out of Exile is designed to repair, deepen, and transform your relationship with Her, The Mystery, The Muse, and Santa Maria as your guide.
This journey is open to all beings, because the Dark Feminine lives within us all.
