TELEGRAM PORTAL
For 21 nights we will gather together inside a private Telegram portal devoted to shadow work, ritual, music, creativity, and sacred relationship with Santa Maria.
Each day you will receive a transmission to weave into your ceremonial practice. Through prompts, quantumplations, rituals, music, creative activations, and reflection, you will be guided into a deeper relationship with the Spirit of this plant and the wisdom she reveals.
This initiation asks you to carve out 1–2 intentional hours before sleep. During this time you will enter into communion with Santa Maria, following the guidance for that day and allowing the medicine to illuminate what is ready to be seen.
The first half of our journey is the descent.
A journey into the shadows, the fears, the loops, the patterns, and the truths that have remained hidden beneath the surface.
We then gather for a live Transition Ceremony before crossing the threshold into the second half of the initiation.
The return.
A journey into creativity, beauty, expression, devotion, insight, and expansion.
Together we will remember that the darkness was never something to fear.
It was the doorway.
And throughout it all, Santa Maria will be our mirror, reflecting our path to liberation.
3 LIVE CEREMONIES
OPENING CEREMONY
The Crossing
We gather on the Solar Eclipse New Moon to open the portal and set our intentions for the journey ahead.
Through ritual, prayer, music, and communion with Santa Maria, we will cross the threshold together and step willingly into the mystery.
TRANSITION CEREMONY
The Threshold
Held at the midpoint of the initiation, this ceremony marks the movement from descent into return.
Together we will honor what has been revealed, release what is no longer needed, and prepare to emerge from the darkness carrying the gifts hidden within it.
CLOSING CEREMONY
The Return
Our final gathering is a celebration of integration, creativity, and remembrance.
We come together to witness what has shifted, honor the journey we have walked, and anchor a new relationship with ourselves, with Santa Maria, and with the path that now unfolds before us.
AN INITIATION INTO HER LIBERATION
Most people were never shown how to work with this plant Spirit in right relation.
A feminine spirit exiled through "bro science" and bro culture.
Reduced to smoke clouds, escapism, unconscious consumption, and distraction… while her deeper intelligence remained forgotten.
She is an embodiment of the Dark Feminine.
The womb.
The mystery.
The void.
The wild and unmanifested terrain within ourselves that we were taught to fear.
And in exiling Her, we have mirrored the chaos that arises when she is forgotten.
We wandered deeper into the dark… disconnected from our intuition, our bodies, our grief, our creativity, and our truth.
Initially turning to her for solace, however without the deeper appreciation of Her power, we fell from grace, forgetting our connection, getting lost in the dark.
Santa Maria illuminates what lives beneath the surface.
She reveals the loops.
The fear.
The longing.
The beauty.
The melancholy.
The shadows hidden within the architecture of the psyche so that we may finally learn how to walk through the darkness consciously… transforming into the beacon of Light that illuminates it ALL.
Ancient beyond comprehension, this plant spirit has witnessed the rise and fall of civilizations long before humanity forgot how to listen.
For 21 nights we will journey together.
1–2 hours before sleep, you will enter into intentional communion with Santa Maria through a guided low-dose ritual, music immersion, and the initiation prompt of the day.
The prompts will remain unrevealed until the journey begins.
This is an initiation into trust.
Trusting the process.
Trusting the mystery.
Trusting your own ability to surrender to the unknown.
For some, this plant has been a sacred ally and creative muse.
For others, a difficult mirror.
Out of Exile is designed to repair, deepen, and transform your relationship with Her, The Mystery, The Muse, and Santa Maria as your guide.
This journey is open to all beings, because the Dark Feminine lives within us all.
THE JOURNEY
THE DESCENT
Our Opening Ceremony held on the Solar Eclipse New Moon, where we open the portal, set our intentions, and willingly step into the mystery together.
THE THRESHOLD
Our Transition Ceremony, marking the movement from descent into return. A space to honor what has been revealed and release what no longer serves
THE RETURN
Our Closing Ceremony, devoted to integration, remembrance, and celebrating the gifts gathered along the way.
WHO IS THIS DESIGNED FOR?
You know that this plant has been misrepresented and that most people have been using it out of alignment. You desire to deepen or heal your relationship with Her and meet her through this intentional ceremonial journey.
You are a truth seeker and are desiring to receive more guidance, depth and wisdom from an intentional practice with Her.
You crave community and are desiring to walk this path with others who hold the same intentions and reverence for this plant.
You are deeply connected and devoted to the Divine Feminine, you are curious or know about the Dark Feminine and you want to deepen your relationship with Her.
You feel called to serve. You are curious about guiding others and wish to deepen your understanding of working with this medicine responsibly.
You connect with Her Muse and desire to deepen your creativity, intuition, dream interpretation and artistic expression.
OPEN TO ALL BEINGS The Dark Feminine lives within all of us. This journey is open to anyone who feels called to remember Her.
You are ready to face the shadows and free yourself from all the things you are avoiding, walk into your fears and liberate your mind.
OPEN TO ALL BEINGS
The Dark Feminine lives within all of us.This journey is open to anyone who feels called to remember Her.
YOUR FACILITATOR
SARI "SYLVER" STARR
GUIDE • MENTOR • CEREMONIALIST • PIONEER
For over two decades, Sari has walked with the "Green Goddess" plant in deep devotion and right relationship. Her work bridges ceremony, creativity, education, and conscious leadership, helping restore a sacred relationship with Santa Maria and other plant medicines.
CANNABLISS RETREATS & FESTIVALS
Founder | 2017–2022
One of the first global platforms bringing ceremonial cannabis experiences into retreat and festival spaces through immersive transformational journeys rooted in music, nature, ritual, and sacred connection.
REDEFINING CANNABIS AGENCY
Founder | 2016–2019
A pioneering creative agency that helped reshape the public narrative around cannabis, working alongside some of California’s leading brands during the emergence of the legalized industry.
SANCTUARY 72
Co-Founder
A Hawaii-based ceremonial community and plant medicine church devoted to conscious liberation, ethical leadership, creativity, and spiritual remembrance.
13 MOON MYSTERY SCHOOL
Initiate | 2-Year Apprenticeship
Completed a two-year priestess and mystery school apprenticeship devoted to feminine wisdom traditions, ceremonial arts, cyclical living, and spiritual leadership.
PRIESTESS ODYSSEY
Co-Host & Facilitator
Co-created and facilitated transformational journeys exploring feminine archetypes, ritual, shadow work, embodiment, and the path of initiation.
MUSICIAN & SOUND ARCHITECT
Under the artist name Sylver Starr, Sari created 72, a ceremonial soundtrack for plant medicine journeys, alongside a growing body of music inspired by mysticism, remembrance, and the creative muse.
FACILITATOR TRAINING
Creator of the Mush Love Initiation Facilitator Training, mentoring the next generation of ceremonial space holders through ethics, trauma awareness, music, ritual design, integration, and sacred relationship with altered states.
CELESTIAL SACRAMENTS
Founder of a ceremonial line of sacred plant offerings crafted with reverence, intention, and devotion to healing, creativity, and expansion.
Sari’s life is devoted to remembering the sacred, restoring right relationship, and guiding others home to themselves.
She doesn’t just work with the plant. She walks with Her.
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✦ Out of Exile
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PAYMENT OPTIONS
Due to the nature of this offering,
the preferred methods of payment are:
✦ Zelle
✦ Cash App
If you need to pay by credit card,
you may send payment via PayPal to:
Love @ SariStarr.com
AFTER REGISTRATION
You will receive a welcome email approximately two weeks prior to the start of our journey with all details on how to join.
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Love @ SariStarr.com
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TELEGRAM
Please download Telegram in advance.
Once the group portal is created, you will be added and welcomed into the initiation space.
We look forward to journeying with you.